A crush

Did anyone grow up watching Newsies?

I loved musicals and this was my favorite one.  I totally had a huge crush on Christian Bale.  Now isn't this Broadway performer a cutie too?  :)

I'm home alone tonight, and a little lonely.  I kept myself busy getting organized for my private practice counselling that I'm starting in July.  That is getting exciting.  I've kind of been burying myself in my work and spending time with my sister when she's around (her husband's mom also lives here too so they've been dividing the time).  She leaves on Sunday, and I'm finding myself panicking a bit.  I can't quite figure out why.  Our time has been fun, but not incredibly groundbreaking or exciting.  Yet I think I feel so "needy" right now and somehow I hoped seeing my sister would remedy that.  But maybe in a way it did.  I think that having her presence here was helpful somehow, but it's not even tangible or something I can describe.


I did get my period but we're taking a break this month.  Mainly because my doctor is on holidays :}  I'm starting to think it's not just coincidence that things never work out on my timing...  Maybe there is a reason that we have had to wait SO LONG and that things never go the way we want.  I just wish I knew what it was.


I feel like I had way more to say, but it's almost midnight and my brain is fried.  So, in closing I thought I'd post a few pictures of the finished quilt that I made for my sister.  I'm pretty happy with it (being my first one).  I almost want to keep it myself... but that's okay.  I'll just have to make another one!

And my beautiful sister with the quilt!