Remembering

Today is the first anniversary of the due date of our first angel baby.  He/she would have been one year old.  Interesting how it falls so close to the due date of our twin boys.  Yesterday I cried with a close friend who just found out that her baby stopped growing at 10 weeks gestation.  It brought me back to the emotions of it all.  And yet, having two sleeping babies by my side does make it easier.  I still mourn for that baby.  She/he was the original fulfillment of so many dreams.  This time of year will always be a time of remembering.