Well I became a slacker on the 10th day of the cleanse and we kind of gave it up. The weekend was hard to stay "healthy" and then we've just had some busy days/road trips, resulting in fast food, blech! I'll try to write more about it later.
But, in other news... the thing that has been on my mind, is that I am actually 4 DAYS LATE as we speak. A full four days, which has not happened in my recollection EVER. It is day 32 today. And I woke up yesterday with a cold sore (which sometimes happens to people in early pregnancy). And I have not had any spotting or discharge at all (also weird). And my breasts were quite tender for a good 3-4 days, which usually only happens for one day at the most. So... here I am. I just got a pregnancy test and will wait till the morning to try (I tried one tonight but it showed negative). They say to use the first urine of the morning. I also feel a bit fluttery in my tummy. Not like period cramps. A bit heartburn too. But maybe I am just making all of these up due to wishful thinking. I'm not sure what I'll do if my period does come. :( This is the last chance before my 30th birthday. Not that that should be as big a deal as I am making it out to be. I was kind of resigned to turn 30 without being pregnant. But now the hope is alive again. We'll see. I'm trying not to get my hopes up, but it is seriously hard not to! I am expecting that even if I don't get my period tomorrow, I may see a BFN on the test because it's still early. But we'll see.
That's all for now. I am super tired. We drove to Victoria after work last night to see a show, and then drove home again afterwards. Got to bed at 2:30 and up for work at 8. It is time for me to get some real rest!
Here's to hoping, and wishing, and praying!!!!
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