Well, woke up this morning to a BIG FAT NEGATIVE! I didn't really think it would be positive, but still it was disappointing. But no period yet. Then I got to work and discovered just the slightest amount of spotting. So slight it was hardly noticeable, but spotting nonetheless. I don't think I resigned myself to the fact that my P might be coming because I still kept hope. Throughout the day I felt pretty normal. I had a bit of a headache and indigestion feeling this afternoon. And this evening my stomach has not felt "right" (bloated, but wanting to eat, sick feeling at the thought of some foods). Again I don't know how much is in my head. And now, the day is almost over and I still have not got it. I had another small twinge of spotting, and so now it feels like it might come tomorrow. Which would be fine if it just came already and got it over with! But it's now 5 days late...tomorrow will be 6! I could have been done with it all already if it had come on time. And f course I can't help thinking the "what if..." It is so odd for it to be so late. I hate this not knowing and being in-between. I want to know one way or the other. Aaah!
We did talk about how we would think about pursuing other options, like IUI, if it doesn't happen this time. Sigh.
We need a miracle. Anything that would happen at this point in time would be a miracle, and we will see it that way.
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