I can't back this up with evidence, but I am pretty sure my hormones take a super plummet right near the end of my period, right around day 5. Combine that with day 3 of clomid, and you do not want to mess with me! This also happens to fall on a Saturday. Now I love Saturdays. But lately, with the way our life has been, I work, work, work like mad to have everything done so that I can actually enjoy my Saturday off. But no matter how hard I try, it just isn't enough. There is ALWAYS something more to be done. I think this is the way that life just is.. but I suck at it. I find it so hard to dump everything and go and "have fun" knowing that I have to come back to a pile of work to do. I would much rather work hard, finish everything early and THEN go play and have fun. Also the last few Saturdays because I have been working so hard, I find I kind of crash on Saturday. And when I try to have fun, I don't.
Such is the place I am in today. I don't want to see anybody, do anything, or even crawl out of my bed. And yet I want to enjoy my one day off and have fun but it's like I can't. Is it this crazy mix of hormones, or is it me? I can't really tell anymore...
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