7dpiui

One week has gone by... one more to go.  Time is neither going fast, nor slow.  As much as everything lined up perfectly for this cycle, I do not feel certain that it will succeed.  There have been a few symptoms, but I'm sure I can explain these away by the presence of the hcg from the trigger, as well as the other fertility drugs that are still in my system.  I do not feel emotionally prepared for a BFN, though.  I'm trying to prepare myself, but it's like my mind just can't go to that place right now.  So instead, we will hold on to hope and worry about the grief later on, if need be.