Showing posts with label getting better. Show all posts
Showing posts with label getting better. Show all posts

Wednesday, July 11, 2012

Doing alright

I just wanted to follow that last post with a note that today things are much better!  There are still unresolved "issues" but we are doing okay and I hope that things will continue to get better.  I think that money is a big stress right now (and why DH is planning to buy a custom built guitar when we are in debt and trying to save and he is stressed I don't know... plus I only found that out by snooping on his email, I know, I'm so bad!).  Also DH told me yesterday that he doesn't know if he wants to continue on and do IUI again.  Well buddy, you have one week to change your mind!  AF is scheduled to come by soon and I want to be ready to go at it right away.  However, if he's not ready, I'm not too sure what I can do...

Overall I am feeling SO much better!  My moods and emotions have leveled out finally.  I think I have lost a ton of weight.  It might just be bloat from the pregnancy and drugs, but whatever it is, I feel WAY better about myself.  (I'm kind of dreading going back on the drugs in the future).  I have a tan too and that always helps you look/feel better.  We are eating healthy and I am exercising regularly again.  I have energy to get through most of the day (a few kicks of caffeine always help) and I'm finally feeling social again.  It is so nice to feel normal again!  


BTW, did anyone see that movie "Friends with Kids?"  We watched it last night and the preview made it look like it was a great movie for infertiles who have to put up with all the crap that people with kids display.  But I was pretty disappointed upon watching it.  There were some great, funny parts BUT the two friends friggin' decides to have sex with one another and share their baby 50%... AND THEY GET PREGNANT ON THE FIRST TRY!   It was supposed to kind draw attention to the fact that raising a baby IS hard, and those who think they can have it all (happy marriage, good kids, peaceful life)... can't.  Overall though, I was just quite offended by it all.  Any other thoughts?