Good ol' AF

Surprise, surprise... AF arrived today!  Actually, I was a tiny bit surprised to see her appearance.  I wasn't sure if my body would be back to regular after the miscarriage, even though I had a period last month and ovulated around day 14 this time.  Secretly of course I hoped for a BFP but I had not a single sign to indicate so (plus I did an HPT and it was negative).  So, I expected it was coming, but had no idea when.  I had no cramping, no spotting, no tears or meltdowns... the only indicator was an extreme craving for chocolate the past few days.  And now it's here.  As much as I had hoped for a BFP, though, I really didn't expect one and I am the most excited I have been to have AF show up.  Tomorrow I'll call the clinic and hopefully scheduled a baseline scan.

Oh, and I forgot to mention... DH does want to go ahead with treatment this month.  He is not as hopeful as me, but willing to try again.  So, pending all goes well, we'll be trying again in a couple week's time!  I feel it's quite unlikely for IUI to work twice in a row, but I really, really, really hope that it does.  It just doesn't make sense to me that the one time we tried it, it worked, and every time we've tried on our own, it hasn't worked.  I'm hoping the doctor has insight into why that might be.  Because of that I don't see any reason why it shouldn't work this time.  I'll try to keep that positivity!  As for the miscarriage, right now I'm chalking it up to being one of the statistics that just "happen" without explanation.  I'll keep believing that until proven otherwise.