We are one week into the 2ww... one week to go. I've actually made it pretty well so far. I guess it's a busy time of year, and I've had lots of other stuff to keep my mind occupied. I am about 99.9% sure that this cycle did NOT work. Sigh. I really have no symptoms. I had a sore lower back for a few days, but think that was more from wearing these new minimal zero drop running shoes than anything (I've been walking lots lately to keep exercising but also take it easy). My temp. rose slightly this morning, but it would have to sustain that rise for quite a while longer. One day does not say much. I've been a bit tired some days, but I think I have felt that way for months, so I can't tell if it's extra tiredness or not. I pee a lot, but then that is always true of me (and I'm starting to drink more tea these days). Overall, there isn't too much that is giving me hope. In fact, when I try to visualize and imagine a pregnancy, I get nothing. I actually feel like there is nothing going on down there. Even less than nothing... like negative nothing. It feels like a barren wasteland.
So, I'm trying to put my eggs in other baskets. I'm applying for a potential job offer. I've been making some new friends. DH and I are trying to have fun again. It's not all that I want right now, but it's all that I've got.
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