I am sore and uncomfortable and don't want to be pregnant anymore, but it's too early for these babies to come.
I am sick and bored of being in the hospital, but I know it's the best place for my babies.
I am hungry, but so sick of the hospital food and can't eat what I'm craving anyways due to gestational diabetes.
I want to go home, but I am worried of the risks of going into pre-term labour and the possibility of having my babies via c-section, only to have them flown to the nearest big hospital while I stay to recover.
There are just no win-win scenarios right now.
Biding my time, one day at a time.
Hopefully the dinner my sister-in-law is bringing to me tonight will cheer me up some.
You can do it you can do it you can do it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ReplyDeleteI remember not wanting to be pregnant anymore but feeling guilty because it was too early. I had fantasies of taking my belly off. But then one day I was wearing one of the babies for a long time and I was like ahh, my back hurts, and I took him off and put him down and then bent over and touched my toes... And I felt like I got to live that fantasy.
Ugh I am so so sorry. That food looks horrible....I wouldn't be able to eat.
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