End of week.

Blah!  It's the end of my work week at my one job and I am done like dinner.  This week was just really exhausting.  It probably has to do with the fact that DH has been really sick (like fever over 100) since Monday and I have been doing EVERYTHING (morning walk with dog, working, evening walk with dog, making dinner, doing dishes, etc.).  It's not actually been so bad and today we took the dog to puppy care so I wouldn't have to take her, but still I am tired.

I had a week of questioning myself about my job too.  Not that I can't do it, but I wondered if what I was doing was actually helping my clients.  All in all, I am tired today.  Luckily my "week" is pretty much over.  Tomorrow afternoon I am attending a group that I am going to help lead but otherwise, I am free.  I'm pretty lucky to work a short week.  I think my job is pretty emotionally draining and I don't think I could do it more than 4 days right now.

Otherwise, I am just waiting, waiting, waiting for AF to show up so that we can carry on with things.  I still am a week away but I hoped she would come early and get on with it.  J is still waiting for her baby.  Another girl I know is in the hospital right now and they think she is going into labour, but she is only 30 weeks.  All around me people are getting pregnant and being parents, even those who shouldn't...  I just don't get it sometimes.  Why not us?  What do we have to do to prove ourselves?  Why God?  Why?

I know I'm just tired and will feel better tomorrow.