11 weeks, ultrasound, and goodbye

We just had our "peace of mind" viability ultrasound.  As expected, there is no fetal pole.  The technician said that the embryo is actually measuring smaller than last time.  She was nice and sweet and got permission to tell me all that was going on after hearing my side of the story.  I was able to see the screen as she was looking.  I saw the little sac and knew immediately.  I am glad I got to see it one last time.  She said there was no indication of when I might miscarry.  If my doctor determines it is a missed miscarriage I will likely have a D&C.  Otherwise, I may wait it out, though that could take up to 14 weeks.  She also told me that she could tell my ovaries had been stimulated.  She said there were lots of follicles still there.  I hope that means greater chances once I do ovulate again.

That's all I have to say for now.  I'm not surprised by today, but I'm still processing where I'm at.  It's been a long week. 

I think I'll go for a walk on the beach.

But I am so happy for a fellow blog friend who just got a positive beta with her FET after losing twins last year.  Head on over to give her some love!