I'm still here. Still getting by. I think the bleeding has stopped for good. I went in for acupuncture today and she did a treatment to help draw out any remains in the uterus.
I've made it through the week and we're leaving first thing in the morning. Hooray. I only wish it were longer...
I think my hormones must be adjusting themselves, because I'm all over again. I want to cry, but I cant. Some things make me sad, and other things make me so happy, but I still don't feel like I can fully express my happiness. I am super cranky and on edge the last few days. I want the boys out of the house! I want friends, but I also don't want people around because I'm pooped from work. I feel exhausted pretty much all the time!
I just realized that next weekend is the weekend my brother-in-law moves out, and my sister and hubby (and baby in-utero) arrive for their visit. I'm not ready for that! I'm not nearly finished the quilt I'm making. And we're not emotionally ready to see them and hang out and have a fun time. DH is especially dreading it. Also there was a bunch of work/family/church stuff (all related) that came up this week. I am stressed. I can't handle any more stress. Neither can DH. But there really is no way to get out of it.
I think right about now, we need a miracle to get through this next month.
I'm praying for your miracle. That's a lot to handle with everything else you have going on....I hope the acupuncture helped. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
ReplyDeleteThat's going to be a hard one, but be ready for an unexpected surprise of it being okay. Sometimes when I dread moments like that, it actually turns out okay in the end. Your uterus is getting back to normal and clear and healthy, and ready for another occupant!
ReplyDeleteTake care Slynn!
I'm thinking of you. Hoping you find moments of peace in the mist of everything going on around you.
ReplyDeleteOh that is going to be difficult. I think your sister would understand if you need some time away while she is visiting. Treat it like you might a baby shower. If you need some time to yourself to get away and maybe cry then do so. Go to a quite place and take care of you. Thinking about you hon. Hugz!
ReplyDeleteJust wanted to send you a quick note to say I'm thinking about you! I know how hard it is - not sure if you remember when I had my losses, my co-worker was pregnant. She and I were supposed to be due on the same day with my first loss. Seeing her each day was a constant reminder of what I didn't have. I know how tough and trying it can all be. Just remember to do whatever it is you need to do for YOU!
ReplyDelete*HUGS*